What a crazy week it's been! I think I can start just about every week lately with that statement. And I suspect it will remain that way throughout the summer.
I've been running around like mad this week but at least I got quite a lot accomplished -- like buying a house! After an insane day meeting with all sorts of people, I think everything has been worked out and I can sit back for a couple of weeks until we close the deal at the end of the month. The whole house-buying process has been interesting and exciting and terrifying all at once. My husband hasn't involved himself at all so I got to do it all on my own, which has been kind of empowering. It's good to know that I really can be independent and together and organized and all of that. I would like it a whole lot better if I didn't have to rely on my parents for financial assistance (because I have no credit in Canada) but that's only temporary.
Come to think of it, the house-buying success has had me in a pretty good mood lately which is nice for a change. And feeling productive is a nice change too. Hopefully it will spur me on to more productiveness -- which would be good considering all that needs to be done in the next few weeks! I have no idea how I'm going to manage it all, but I guess I'll just start somewhere and go from there. Baby steps.
I also realized today that I am fraught with so many fears about the future. So much is uncertain and unknown: relationships, career, finances. It's a scary time without too many reassurances. I just have to believe that everything will work out the way it's supposed to.
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