I've had so much going on and so many thoughts swirling around in my head for the past couple of weeks that I haven't been able to make sense of anything or turn it into anything coherent. Today, I was able to catch hold of the tail of something flying by and when I got a better feel for it, I realized it was Fear. I am absolutely terrified that a) everything I've been working towards and working for will be all for naught b) I won't be allowed/able to even try to achieve my goals and c) that I will have to give up everything that I want in order to make everyone else happy.
I can't elaborate any further at this point, but I think that identifying some of the the feelings I have is a good place to start...
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