My children are the only things keeping me going. They are the only reason for my existence right now. There's really no point in being here without them. There is nothing to look forward to, no light at the end of the tunnel. Things are getting worse and I don't foresee any improvements. I desperately need a reason to live. Not just to exist but to live - with joy and passion. To not see every day as painful, lonely, meaningless time to be filled. I need a purpose and something to look forward to.
I just want to be happy again. I deserve to be happy. My kids deserve to have a happy mom (like they used to have).
I need this to end.
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